Renew. Refresh. Do over.
When you get this far from where you planned to be, there's only one thing left to do.
Alright, two. But acceptance isn't working too well for me right now. It's part of the reason I'm here; in this place I'd rather not be. So bring the change. Usher it in.
It can't be any more painful, tedious or dislocating. It can't be less.